my first Dive!

Yes, I dove. I dive. I dive into Lampung's seas with lots of jellyfishes (or should I say, Spongebob Buddies as my Doctor calls it) swimming loosely around me, as if I'm one of them. Hey you blobbery flobbery things! I know I'm FAT and wobbly, but I AIN'T one of you, fuckers! hahaha.
I had fun though. A lot of fun.

Here's some pics for y'all to see ( I know, I just want to brag about it, I'm so Proud of myself!)

I don't know what to be proud of though. the fact that i can cross one item off my 'Things to do Before I Die' list or the fact that I've survived the jellyfishes. lol. But either way, I'll give a pat on my own back for achieving those 2 things.

origo

i love her. period.
i love her stuffs.
i have tons of her stuffs.
and i will buy more of her stuffs.
haha!

On love, expectation and dreams.

Mind you this is the bitter me talking,

I'm through with dreaming love,
with expecting love,
surprises and romance,
and all things that will make your heart flutter.
my mind is set on not expecting anything,
especially anything with romance written on them.
because reality sucks,
and when it hit finance and budgets, romance turns out to be,
well,
costly.
and since i'm a dreamer,
and tend to dream big.
i'll just kill this one and keep it in the bag,
until the time is right to let it out.
that is if, its still there to let out.

sigh...
reality sucks.

Holga with Flash!

Some TIPS with Holga 135BC's flash :
don't cover the whole flash with the colorful slides, or else u'll end up having blue babies or red babies. hahaha. which in my case, an avatar boyfriend!!! haha.

Mix and match and just cover the side of the flash, it'll work just nice! example : pictures of the family and the birthday girl, the yellow gives a soft hue with a hint of yellow, making it look so retro :)

I can't wait to get my hands on the expired films (my secretary promised me she'll give hers, since its just laying there inside the fridge, untouched)

Will show you how it turns out :)

YIPPEY!!

PS : since i lost my d5000, i've been eyeing on either d300s or d90. I know some of you will say d300s in a split second, but I was thinking if I buy d90, i can use the extra money to get some more great lens! what do you think? i have 50mm 1.4 in hand, and if i get the d90, i'll probably get the 18-105 (if I'm not mistaken, that's the kit lens for d90),
what lens shall I get next??
I really want to take great macro pics for my jewelries, and some potrait pics with great bokeh ;) hahaha.

Shoes that makes me go : OMFG!!!!!!!

I'd love to get me some of thoseee.. it's McQueen's last work, and I think its DIVINE! I can't wait to get these!

the way Holga see things

A not-so-intimate post.

Decided to give him a long and hard kiss.
"just think long and hard.. long and hard" I say to myself.
and I just go for it while he's watching TV.
He just stand still, not moving.
and when I'm done, he goes :
"what? what just happenned? i think a bird just hit me..!"

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this is what happenned after you date each other for 4 years.. sigh.

the lasagna post and the shocking news..

the shocking news : they're together!! and we're good friends!! its so funny yet nice to see. :D



the magical lasagna at work.. layering the noodles..



look at the sauce!! doesn't it look a lot like curry to you?? it was crazy goodddd..



and the magical bechamel sauce. sigh.. im salivating..



the fresh baby spinach, this makes it HEALTHY!! hahahaha.



and the cheese. so UNHEALTHY! but its aight. its NICEEE!!



and finally it looked a lot like lasagna (and not curry, hahaha)



leny came over the last minute to help with the preparation, while i took pics. hahaha..



taking pictures once they're done. LOOK AT ALEX!! HAHAH.



OH MYY!!!!!!! look at how soft it is!!



yumss!!!!



MINEE!!



in a minute, it goes to this, and goes to none half an hour later. lol.

loves it.

i have the recipe in my head now. i want to try to make them again soon <3 falling in love with what im eating, seriously. YULI YOU ARE SUCH A LASAGNA GENIOUS!!